Have you ever thought to yourself, "why is my life so fucked up?" or "how i wished my life wasn't so fucked up."? Well let me tell you one thing, life can never be perfect. Here i wanna share with you guys my own experience. Well approximately 10 months ago, my dad left my family. He had an affair outside and had no love for my mother. I wouldn't wanna say it's all my dad's fault, because in marriage both parties are responsible. From what i knew, my dad could no longer live with my mother so he really had enough. And so, he left. However then, he came back around 6-7 months after the time he left. The reason he came back was to take care of me. Mentioning "take care of me", it's because he knew of the way i lived my life when he was away. I stayed out late every night, i didn't come home at some nights and also, had a police case. I wouldn't wanna elaborate about my police case though. And so, since the time he came back up till now, he has been controlling me tightly giving me many rules and strict guidelines to follow. I wouldn't wanna say that i hate him for controlling me so much. Why is it? Because thanks to him, i had learnt to be a better person and thanks to him, i changed. Ironically, i still do really hate him at times lol. What i wanna say apart of my story is, life can never be perfect. But if you look at things at a different perspective, things might not be so bad. In fact, you may be appreciative of what you have now or even be enough satisfied with the life you're living now. As for me, i'm thankful for what i have now in my life. A wonderful girlfriend who has been there for me for 5 months plus now coming to 6. She tolerated my hot-tempered, aggressive and over-sensitive personality all these while. Also thanks to her, i learnt a lot of things. Everyone is different in their very own ways, learn to accept them for who they are and not what they are.
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