What is love to you? How do you define love? Many people has all these questions unanswered in their minds. Well let me tell you, love is defined in each and everyone's different ways. Well let's take for example, a guy who loved this girl so much, but coming to find out that she like another guy and he thinks that he didn't lose out to the other guy in any way. To him, love could mean selfishness? Blind. Or in another case, this guy loves his girlfriend so much, he could meet her every single day without getting tired of it. To him, love would mean happiness, joy and any other optimistic word you can think of. To me, love is about trust, responsibility, understanding, giving in and devotion. Really, without all these factors, i don't support the fact that any couple would last. One thing i hate is, some people in the world treat love as a game. Where you come and go as you please. I hate people like that, because it only reflects on one's self as a whole. I have to admit, i was once like that. But i came to change because i realise what went wrong and what i did was unforgivable. To all you guys out there, love is something you should treasure.

(P.s. I love my baby girl ^^)

Life's never perfect.


Have you ever thought to yourself, "why is my life so fucked up?" or "how i wished my life wasn't so fucked up."? Well let me tell you one thing, life can never be perfect. Here i wanna share with you guys my own experience. Well approximately 10 months ago, my dad left my family. He had an affair outside and had no love for my mother. I wouldn't wanna say it's all my dad's fault, because in marriage both parties are responsible. From what i knew, my dad could no longer live with my mother so he really had enough. And so, he left. However then, he came back around 6-7 months after the time he left. The reason he came back was to take care of me. Mentioning "take care of me", it's because he knew of the way i lived my life when he was away. I stayed out late every night, i didn't come home at some nights and also, had a police case. I wouldn't wanna elaborate about my police case though. And so, since the time he came back up till now, he has been controlling me tightly giving me many rules and strict guidelines to follow. I wouldn't wanna say that i hate him for controlling me so much. Why is it? Because thanks to him, i had learnt to be a better person and thanks to him, i changed. Ironically, i still do really hate him at times lol. What i wanna say apart of my story is, life can never be perfect. But if you look at things at a different perspective, things might not be so bad. In fact, you may be appreciative of what you have now or even be enough satisfied with the life you're living now. As for me, i'm thankful for what i have now in my life. A wonderful girlfriend who has been there for me for 5 months plus now coming to 6. She tolerated my hot-tempered, aggressive and over-sensitive personality all these while. Also thanks to her, i learnt a lot of things. Everyone is different in their very own ways, learn to accept them for who they are and not what they are.